assalammualaikum ssup ha :)x not being here for abt four months and absolutely lot things happened in my life. the only best thing ever is LIAM JAMES PAYNE FROM ONE DIRECTION FOLLOWED ME OMG DO U HEAR ME SCREAMING YODELLING RUNNING CRYING AND AT THE SAME TIME OMG I CANT MY LAST POST HERE WAS ON 10/2 AND HE FOLLOWED ME ON 22/2 22:00 OMG I CRIED I SWORE I REALLY LOVE LIAM SO MUCH

THAT NIGHT HE DO SOME QUICK REPLIED TO SOME FANS AND I JUST TWEETED HIM EH LIAM WHEN YOU GONNA FOLLOW ME AND REFOLLOWED HIM ONCE AND BAM HE FOLLOWED ME OMG IM SO LUCKY THAT NIGHT I TOLD YOU I NEVER EXPECTED HIM TO FOLLOW ME I NEVER EXPECTED GETTING A FOLLOW GETTING 1/5 GETTING ON TL OF 1/5 MEMBERS OF ONE DIRECTION I NEVER EXPECTED IT THAT NIGHT I GAVE UP BC I KNEW HE WONT NOTICE ME BUT ITS FUCKING MIRACLE IDK WHY IM FELLING THAT WAY THO BUT HE FUCKING FOLLOW ME IM SO SO SO FUCKING HAPPY HE PROBABLY DOING SOME QUICK REPLIED AND FOLLOW SPREE TOO AND HE FOLLOWED ABT 18 PPL AND IM IS ONE OF THEM OMF THIS IS REALLY MEANINGFUL MEMORY IN MY LIFE ID NEVER FORGET IT THANK YOU SO MUCH LIAM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ON THE NEXT DAY ITS MY FUCKING FIRST TIME I TELL YOU THAT IM SMILING GOING TO SCHOOL BC LIAM AS I ARRIVED THERE I SEARCH SOME DIRECTIONER (NOT REALLY THO) AND TOLD HER THAT LIAM FOLLOWED ME SHE WAS ALMOST CRIED AND THOUGHT IM LIED AND THEN SOME OF MY CLASSMATES KNOW ABT IT AND CONGRATES ME AND ASKING DM THEIR NAME TO LIAM AND I JUST KEEP ON SMILLING THAT DAY BC FREAKING HAPPY ITS ALL BC OF LIAM HE TOTALLY MAKE MY LIFE HAVE FUNCTION AND IT LAST LONGER TIL IDK PROBABLY THREE WEEKS LOL BUT I STILL CANT BELIEVE HE FOLLOWED ME

ON THAT NIGHT HE FOLLOWED ME I WAS HOME ALONE BC MY FAMILY WENT TO UM MY COUSINS HOUSE I GUESS I DONT REMEMBERED AND IM BORED SO I TOOK MY IPAD AND ONLINE TWITTER YEAH JUST LIKE USUAL AND KEEP ON SCROLLING TL AND THEN LIAM CAME ONLINE AND I TWEETED HIM AND REFOLLOWED AND HE DID IT OMF THEN ITS POPPING OUT ON MY MENTION I THOUGHT IT WAS FAKE ACCOUNT BUT WHEN IM OPENED IT ITS FUCKING LIAM PAYNE I SCREAMING AFTERWARDS MY HANDS SHAKING I CRIED A BIT I CANT HANDLE MYSELF THAT NIGHT I SWORE I DIDNT LIED IM FUCKING NOISE THAT NIGHT THANKS GOD MY FAMILY ARENT THERE I SLEEP WHILE SMILING I KNOW ITS SOUND SILLY BUT OMG U PROBABLY DOING THE SAME THINGS WHAT HAVE I DONE OMG

so thats is the best thing and else is so fucked up once i feel wanna suicide bc depressed but i still remember Allah and im afraid to hurt myself and its hurt tho so i better eating instead of hurting myself um yeah so i guess thats it im sorry for major grammatical error well u know things messed up when u r too excited so bye!x